Saturday, November 29, 2008

Belated Happy Thanksgiving...

Belated Happy Thanksgiving from our family to yours….


Thanksgiving was a wonderfully lazy day. We all slept in and for breakfast, Steve made “crepes” (pronounced with a strong German accent) filled with compote and topped with whip cream. We watched a little bit of the Macy’s day parade and started a game of monopoly. When it warmed up to 42 degrees, we bundled up and went to the park. We played frisbee golf, football and baseball. I tried to get a picture of a bald eagle perched in a nearby tree…but the result was a brown blob on a branch. Baseball and football proved to be a slippery mess. After Andrew had taken a few slides in the mud, he was ready to go home and get warm. In dry clothes, he snuggled up on the coach and watched a video on Squanto, the Native American that helped the Pilgrims on the first Thanksgiving.

Our Thanksgiving dinner was a little quirky. Stephanie, the school’s English and my voice student, invited us to Thanksgiving dinner two weeks prior to the day. I eagerly accepted and asked her to let me know what I could bring. Over the next two weeks I got sick, Steve was gone and play rehearsals were in full swing. When Steve returned, an intense school board meeting left everybody whirling. I was so preoccupied that I didn’t have time to over think Thanksgiving. I just assumed it would all fit my mental expectations. (that was the first mistake) The day before Thanksgiving at four o’clock in the afternoon, Stephanie approached Steve and I in the main office with the hopes of brainstorming of what to do and eat for Thanksgiving. We passed some kid friendly ideas around and then she said that she needed to fill her husband, Ben, the Science teacher, in on all of it and get his opinion. It was six o’clock and still no call from Stephanie. We had no groceries in the house; the grocery store closed at seven and was not open the next day and had declined to other invitations. I was feeling pretty bummed. I really wanted to be out of the house for the holidays. But being sick, the play rehearsals, intense school board meetings, and not wanting to be presumptuous…I let the days go by and I wasn’t prepared. So, I suggested that we call them and ask them if we could just come for dessert. No matter how badly I wanted to be aprt of someone’s family chaos, we couldn’t, in good faith, at accept the other invitations we had received. We scavenged through our frig and freezer and came up with some “prize” dishes. Our Thanksgiving dinner was a simple meal of cabbage salad (Tricia’s pick), scalloped potatoes (Andrew’s pick) and chicken (Steve’s pick, by default.) We walked up to Ben, Stephanie and Jordon’s (their 11 year-old daughter) house with warm brownies, ice cream, chocolate sauce and the “toxic-red-dye” maraschino cherries that Grandma sent Andrew in the mail. They had made a delicious berry and kiwi cobbler. We indulged in dessert, tea and interesting conversation and Andrew’s bonus was playing with Jordon’s cool Lego collection.

It turned out to be a beautifully full day and helped me to appreciate the simplicity of just being together.

I have included some pictures from Andrew’s “Author’s Tea” that Mrs. Bidiman held for her students. Andrew and his classmate read out loud the stories they wrote for the school children in Belize. After their presentation, they served us baked apples and hot cocoa.

We are most grateful for our friends and family. We hope you had a beautiful holiday and may the next few weeks until Christmas be filled with a God’s comforting peace and love.















Saturday, November 22, 2008

Saturday Joy!

Steve comes home today! Andrew and I are so excited. I haven't had a good night's sleep in 2 1/2 weeks. Andrew misses visiting the Principal's office for hugs and peanut M & M's and then ambushing him when he comes home. (How many kids get to hide in a secret spot and shoot their Principal with a Stars War Clone Nerf gun when he gets home.) The house is clean from top to bottom and we even made him his favorite double chocolate brownies. Only an hour until his plane arrives :)

Quick note on the pictures in this blog post.
I am still having problems downloading pictures into the blog. I emailed them to Steve, while he was in Anchorage, and he posted them for me. When I dropped in the text today, I can't see the pictures, but I know they are there because of the empty boxes that show up. This also means I wasn't able to configure them to match the storyline. So if the pictures don't follow the story, I'm sorry. If they do...it was a lucky guess.

Andrew, Steve and I wish you and your families a very happy and blessed Thanksgiving. We miss you and thanks again for reading our blog. Have a beautiful day!

Friday, November 21, 2008

Hibernation

The season has come that bears are tucked safely away in their sound slumber. High and low temperatures of 32-27 degrees cause all pulses to slow. Even the Hoonah sky never appears fully roused awake. The days start out grey and move to darker grey. The “evening” street lights flicker on around 3:30 pm, man’s feeble attempt at evolution.

The first part of the week we were lucky enough to have the clouds clear after-dark to reveal the night sky. Although we haven’t seen any Northern Lights, the Alaskan canopy is gloriously bedecked with stars. Andrew and I walk to and from rehearsal, gawking upward. After reading this month’s National Geographic cover story, I am grateful for such a view.

It snowed, a wet snow, all day Thursday, outlining the thick pine trees, behind our house in heavy wonder. Andrew munched and threw snowballs on the way to school. Lagging playfully behind, he “ice-skated” down the frothy streets in his boots. My backside was a constant snowball target. With his baseball background, he rarely missed.

We are gracefully embracing winter, outfitted with warm coats, gloves, long johns, hats, fleece and boots…like an artist…the right tools create the masterpiece…and I appreciate that we are able to have the gear to allow us to enjoy this work of art we are experiencing.

I believe my soul’s tools are also being forged and refined, and at rapid pace. Over the last two months, as my inside landscape has quaked and then settled with new valleys, glorious mountain peaks and soft grassy meadows, I have gained invaluable insights that have deepened my life and strengthen my connection to my Maker. With life’s highlights, shadows, focal points, blending and unimaginable colors of character, God is using bold strokes and gifting us all lessons of a rich and humbling perspective.

Birthday, Sunday and Bunco-day

This week’s highlights include: Andrew going to a new friend, Ethan Grey’s, 7th birthday party. Complete with home made chocolate chip cookies, chocolate cake, Oreo cookie ice-cream, and general chaos that comes with 15 children of all ages confined to a small area after eating sugar. The main activity, aside from opening presents was dodging a multitude of Nerf gun “bullets” and bouncing on an exercise ball. Needless to say, they were all having a great time!

Ethan’s family will be moving to Washington State in January. His Mom, Rene is the Hoonah 5/6th grade teacher. She was raised on “The Farm,” (last week’s post) and apart from getting her teaching credential in Fairbanks, has lived her entire life on this island. Their family: Rene, her husband (who was Mayor last year), Ethan and his older brother Truman are all excited for their new adventure…especially Ethan, who gets to spend the $70 he got for his birthday at Toy-R-Us in Seattle.

Sunday was the only sun day of the week. Andrew and I reveled in the light with a long walk along the coast. We made a short visit to the tiny, local cemetery. Andrew likes to go there, not only to read the names on the unkempt grave markers, but also to do the math of how old they were when the people died. He got really excited when he found one that died on his 3rd birthday. It may sound like a morbid outing…but it is fodder for thoughtful conversation.

Andrew and I, along with 35 other adults and kids, learned how to play Bunco at the Boy and Girl’s Club. It was a joint effort of the Big Brother, Big Sister program and the Boy Scouts. We headed across the street after school on Wednesday. They explained the rules, enough for all the ages to understand. The pace was great; fun and fast. Andrew ended up with five Buncos. I only had one. We both ended up taking home a prize; his, a stuffed animal rattle snake and I, a small pottery vase.

Andrew's goin' coco-nutty!

On Friday, he presented a thorough speech on coconuts. From research, to presentation, he did a great job. He was most proud of the fact that he typed his entire report by himself. The speech was a breeze and the chewy coconut cookies were a hit!


Fun facts about coconuts! Did you know....?
There is so much “water” in a coconut that it could fill a liter bottle.

Indonesia is the largest producer coconuts.

Coconuts can be used to make rugs, walls, brooms and ice cream holders.

What appear to be different types of coconuts, is actually the same fruit in different stages of maturity.

Our Neighborhood

Since I have arrived in Hoonah, I have sought to share with you the true beauty and mystique of this place. Here is another side of Hoonah. Let me introduce you to our neighborhood. I have yet to comprehend this demonstration, but I am trying…

Perhaps, you may see why it crucial for me to keep my eyes fixed on nature and the journey of my soul, for the view of the unskilled human hand is glaring and disturbing. While I do contemplate the whole reality of my surroundings, I know I will never fully understand. Nature does what it does best…it grounds me, lifts me and keeps my soul from sinking to the state of dishevelment that is manifest in our neighborhood.

This is what we see everyday… next door, across the street and on our walk to school.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Another great week...

We are so fortunate…the good times just keep on coming. This week it was the school carnival, Thanksgiving dinner at “The Farm,” the Veterans assembly, parent/teacher conferences, the first and only home volleyball game of the year, (Yes, we won!) and our major purchase of Alaskan tennis shoes, a rainy weather must.

The rain and wind has been awful. This week is the only time I really wish we had our car up here. When ever we go out of the house our jeans get drenched from top to bottom. I am going to have to break out the rain pants. The clouds cleared on Thursday morning, just in time for me steal a picture of the setting full moon. It is moments like that, that I wish I had a really good camera, perhaps I could have ended up with something much better than a dot on the horizon.


Steve is biding his time in Anchorage with all-day in meetings. As sad as that sounds, he unabashedly tells me about all the restaurant food he is eating and about feeling obligated to go see a movie with the staff…he tries to make it sound very “ho-hum,” but I don’t buy it for a minute. Andrew and I, both miss him terribly…thankfully, he will be home the 22nd :)

Speaking of home….It won’t be long before we are in Medford for a visit. Andrew and I are coming back December 12th. This will give us week to spend with family and friends before Andrew’s dad picks him up for the holidays on the 19th. Steve is done with school on the 19th and will fly in on the 20th. We are so looking forward to getting back to the “big city.”

Thanks again for reading…we wish you all a beautiful week!

Carnival Time!

Andrew’s school had a carnival and auction last weekend. Festive booths filled the gym, accompanied by dinner with home-made desserts in the cafeteria. This enticing combination made it a synch to lure all the town’s folk to the school.
Andrew spun the wheel for prizes, snagged a Sponge Bob prize at the duck pond, shot some hoops, tossed some coins and even won an Oreo cookie cake during the cake walk! It is a huge fundraiser and usually clears around fourteen thousand dollars.

Thanksgiving Dinner at "The Farm"

Hand-drawn posters for “The Farm’s” annual Thanksgiving dinner went up just before Halloween. The buzz around town was, this is not an event to be missed. I called the number on the poster and R.S.V. P-ed to Donna, the owner of Tideland Fish and Tackle. As everyone in this town wears many hats, Donna is also the pianist/accompanist that will play for my Hoonah recital in February.

“The Farm” is also known as “Game Creek.” The community was founded in the 70’s by Christians who were preparing for the end of the world. At its peak, there were about 150 families living a hard, but dedicated, isolated life; hunting, gathering, building and making ends meet, with minimal resources. Over the years the numbers have dwindled to just two extended families. Until the late 90’s, entry to “Game Creek” was only possible via boat and limited to high tide. In 1997, Sealaska began logging the surrounding area and built a road from the “Game Creek” to Hoonah. This opened up many new options for the families on both ends of the road. With the isolation dissolved, the “Game Creek” community started reaching out to the town of Hoonah. As this relationship grew, “The Farm’s” annual Thanksgiving dinner became a local tradition.

Stephanie, my voice student, and her family, daughter, Jordon and husband, Ben picked Andrew and me up at noon. Dinner was set for 1 pm. While “The Farm” is only eight miles away, it is a bumpy, switch-back path, with a hike-in of about a half-a-mile. The weather was great…meaning, it wasn’t raining, yet still the path had areas that my sturdy Alaskan tennis shoes sunk two feet. We passed through a section of previously logged land, now covered with five foot saplings, into a thick Hemlock and Pine forest. The small creek below the walk was frozen over and along the path the tips of all the leaves and pine needles were outlined in icy white.

We hiked in with four other members of the folk band. They were packing mandolins, violins, banjos and guitars on their backs. I lagged behind to take a few pictures and then quickly caught up with Stephanie, to probe her for her take on bears. She has lived in Hoonah for 15 years, is an avid outdoors person and as never had any negative run-ins with our furry friends. She did add though, that a bear in the city is dangerous, because it is only a desperate bear that chooses to mix with humans in a foreign environment. She thought that carrying bear spray at night is a good idea.

There is no grand entrance to “The Farm,” in fact, aside from the path; an abandon house is the first sign of human impact. Soon, dense forest turns to large pasture. It is a picture perfect day…wooden-wire fence, frosty grass, bare trees lining the back drop, branches stretching into the misty sky, and a dirt road worn on both side form a tractor. So perfect, I forgot to capture it. Soon a large green house appears accompanied by an impressive investment of farm equipment. More dwelling places came into view, this time smoke rising from steel pipes on the roofs. It wasn’t long that our noses picked up the smell of home cooking. The delicious aroma was coming from a cracked window in the main building. Before entering though, Andrew and I did some exploring.

The clues of semi self-sufficiency were everywhere; boats, lumber machines, bicycles, a slew of propane cans, cattle sauntering in for the evening and even a ladies outhouse, with the inside lined with pink curtains and lit by a generator. The structures reflect a trial-by-error type assembly. The people that founded this land were not builders or farmers; they were accountants, musicians, nurses and lawyers. After a good gander the smell of fresh bread drew us inside.

Our boots were off and jackets were hung. Inside, we were warmly greeted by Donna, her husband Dave (who is also our piano teacher) and a handful of kids from Andrew’s class. From a convincing circle of toothy smiles and nodding heads ….Andrew’s boots and jacket were back on and outside he dashed with his friends. I slowly crisscrossed the room, trying to look interested in the crafty center pieces on the large wooden tables and saying polite hellos to faces I barely knew. I put my camera down at a remote place-setting and decided to make myself useful. I apprehensively squinted in the direction of the kitchen…I knew no one was going to ask me to chop wood, so I put on a smile and headed in…I had stepped into a foreign country. There were eleven women hard at task in the oversized, industrial kitchen. Each working with such precision and ease is was unnerving. They all wore sweet faces, with smooth skin and pleasant smiles…not one of them broke a sweat. With the same apprehension that I felt when trying to safely cross the streets in Rome, I gathered myself in and briskly got my ready hands to the mashed potato section of the brigade. There, I scooped huge measuring containers full of perfectly whipped, buttery potatoes into a gigantic serving bowl. They labeled them “pure”, “spicy” (tainted with garlic and chives) and “undecided” (which was mixture of both). It was clear they didn’t need my culinary help, so giving one good look at my brimming potatoes bowl; I proudly exited the kitchen to join my camera.

The once empty table now, was home to twenty-five hungry diners. I glanced around and took in the room in and counted some seventy-five guests claiming their seats. A young man stood and briefly addressed the chatting crowd, offering a free raffle. It was for those interested in shooting and taking home a turkey that night. Numbers were drawn and given…two gentlemen claimed their opportunity. The chance to take home “supper” would take place after supper.

While final dinner preparations were made, they showed a beautiful slide show of how they spend their time at “Game Creek.” It was a light hearted depiction of the strenuous work they do everyday and a touching look at the close family bonds fostered by life in tight quarters. I must confess…this place is alluring to me. Parts of it make much more sense than living in Hoonah. Here, these people have purpose; family, connection, life or death accountability to each other. The children have real life responsibilities…not a make-shift chore list of things that “should” be done for stars, prizes or hugs from Mommy. “Game Creek” provides authentic learning and living in its purest form. These people are educated, talented and God-fearing and their existence is an anomaly, but not one to be entirely overlooked. It is fascinating in theory, yet as I take all in…even if only for a night…it appears to be working beautifully. There is something about “The Farm” that makes me want to stay.

After gorging my self with “spicy” potatoes, sweet potatoes, and salad it was time to make my real contribution, I was to sing. Introduced by Donna , I approached the piano at the other side of the room…and with a full belly and bundle of nerves, I sang the Lord’s Prayer. I did my best and to my mother’s dismay, when I shared the story on the phone, “No, I did not bow,”….who bows after praying? Dave, the piano teacher, also plays the cello. He and Donna performed two lovely classic pieces. I love how live music embellishes an occasion. After they bowed, the call was made, “dessert time!” Andrew and I truly indulged; pecan pie, fudge-peanut butter cake, orange cinnamon rolls, brownies, lemon cookies. Our plates looked more decadent than a Harry and David dessert sampler…mmmmmmm heavenly.

After dessert, the folk musicians unlocked their cases releasing the vast array of stringed instruments. Arranging themselves in circle, the group picked, strummed and bowed for two and half hours…Grandpa popping in every now and then, sucking and blowing on one of his seven harmonicas. Andrew danced and hopped around the big room with the other children. It was a vision of a ideal childhood memory; giggling boys and girls, red cheeks and uninhibited movements of joy. Sharing solos, lyrics and chord charts, the tight knit musicians played the gamut of their repertoire. Tables were cleared, dishes were done, and chairs were stacked neatly against the wall. With conversations winding down, I had a chance to visit with Rebecca, a bright-eyed, eighteen year old girl that has grown up on “The Farm.” Transitioning from explaining her online writing class to me, she proceeded to go into great detail about her novel that she started when she was twelve and is still working on today. It is a historical, fiction piece that involves the Romans, Vikings and Wales and tells of a very complicated and brave heroine. Rebecca is almost done with “high school” and plans to go to nursing school in the fall. She was so refreshing to talk to…she, like many women, struggle with choosing a career and the desire to have a family. She too wants it all, and is willing to do the work to make her goals a reality. It seems as if “Game Creek” has served her well.

We said our sleepy-eyed goodbyes and started the hike back to our cars, sporting head lamps and carrying flash lights. Stephanie reassured us that are no recorded bear attacks for groups of three or more…we numbered five. Even without the reassurance, I felt safe. The dark drape of the Alaskan wilderness around me was deeply comforting. The visions of shadow and moon light made my eyes dance and the crisp kneading of Earth beneath my boots grounded me in the eternal. The refined, cool air was like sweet syrup in my lungs. The hush of the night gently soothed my ears. This was truly a thanksgiving dinner…a gift of warmth, joy and hospitality, a place without pretense or ambiguity, a people of kindness and a nature of peace. Again, I am humbled and grateful for my experiences and thank God for the awareness to appreciate the rich gifts that are before me.

Home of the Brave

Andrew awoke the morning of the 11th and dressed himself in full camouflage…this wasn’t a Halloween re-run, this was an important day and he wanted to look his best; from hat, to belt, to pants to shirt, even his boxers carried a camo design. He had won a camouflage dog tag necklace at the Carnival that went over his head as the final accessory. Mrs. Bidiman had asked Andrew to prepare a few words about Veterans Day for today’s assembly. This was request was prompted by Andrew’s consistent interest in checking out library books focused on the armed forces. He prepared a small speech at school and was given overnight homework to practice. Practice he did, numerous times and we refined the process by me standing in the bathroom and he standing in the bedroom. His job was to make sure I could understand every word he said. This was an ideal method to get him to project his voice, slow down his pace and articulate his words.

They had asked me to sing the National Anthem. I arrived early dressed in my patriotic best….the red suit. I briefly tested out the acoustics; no microphone would be needed and I strategically placed my pitch finder (Andrew’s xylophone) on the podium shelf. Then, I appointed myself the official greeter and program passer-outer. It was a joy to personally meet and talk with the handful of Veterans that joined us.

Andrew walked in the opening procession of the Boys Scouts Color Guard. Once the flag was in place, we all said the Pledge of Allegiance…in English and in Tlinit. Next on the program was the Star Spangled Banner. I filled the gymnasium with the glorious melody and message of our country’s humble beginnings. I adore that song. Kindergarteners through Second grader donning red, white and blue hand painted hats, stood and cherubically sang “America the Beautiful.” It was now time for Mrs. Bidiman’s class to present their writings. Andrew, along with three other class mates took turns at the podium. He did an awesome job! His voice was confident, clear and intelligible. He spoke of Grandpa playing the trumpet in the Army band during WW II, how the President places a wreath at Arlington cemetery on this day and the symbolism of taking a moment of silence to remember those who served. I know I am a proud mama, but he was the only one, aside for the guest speaker that the audience could understand.

The guest speaker was Rich Jennings from the Forest Service. He served in the Air Force for five years. This is the same gentleman that is working with Steve on the renewable energy project. He did a nice job giving an age-appropriate presentation. It was simply spoken, interactive, informative and emphasized the ideal that, the those in the armed forces don’t glorify war or fighting, but believe the best way to avoid war is a good defense. After his talk, Bob Hutton, the music teacher, play director and guy who took Steve and Andrew Halibut fishing, played Taps on his trombone. The rich sound resonated throughout the gym. It was a touching and emotional end to the program honoring these brave Veterans.

The Colors were retired, the students filed into the cafeteria and the gentleman, with their wives were invited to have lunch with the children. I stayed to lunch with Andrew, munching on Indian Tacos, carrot sticks and chugging chocolate milk…somehow trying to make the meaningful events of the morning last a little bit longer.

Parent/Teacher Conference

Last blog session, I mentioned that Andrew and his classmates spent the week testing, in order, to see how the students were meeting the state/national benchmark requirements. Wednesday, Mrs. Bidiman and I met (Andrew had Boy Scouts) to discuss the results. I know I sound like a broken record, but I am so proud of him…not because he is succeeding but how he is thriving and growing in his environment. One of the best things she told me was that he is very self-sufficient. Which I believe, is a crucial characteristic for personal development. She walked me through two very detailed papers, outlining all the different areas they are required to learn. She began by saying that, he is already above grade level because of his age…but for her purposes she has graded him as if he was a “of-age” third grader.

He easily meets all the requirements for writing, science, social studies, and geography. He exceeds grade level in his reading and spelling. She tested him with a fourth grade math test and he is well above the state/national standards. (we won’t go into what I think of the nation’s standards) What is beautiful about this picture is that there is no strain in how he manages his learning. He maneuvers the classroom and his homework responsibilities with ease and a surprising eagerness. He does have a mathematical mind and an incredible memory. This makes spelling, math, science and the other subjects naturally easy for him. This is why I believe so adamantly that he must be inspired at his level. It would be a huge disservice to him to hold him back, bored and unchallenged, just because of his age. And from his teacher, to the play ground monitor to his own exuberance to go to school…all confirm, he is thriving socially as well.

The area that we are going to explore is writing. Writing is such a comprehensive activity and requires counsel and practice. We will start with creating once great sentence a day and see what happens.

I personally don’t care what grade he is in or what the two pieces of paper say, as long as school doesn’t ruin Andrew’s innate love for learning. Mrs. Bidiman is skilled at allowing Andrew to follow his interests, as well as creating an environment that is teaches to his learning style. She also is very structured and creative in her ways to promote independence…a great combination for Drew. I see my role as the link between what he learns at school and the fun application of that information to real world. (Steve has been an invaluable aid in this quest.) Showing him that what he is learning is necessary, valuable, and applicable…and the source for freedom, choice and enjoyment. Even this morning over breakfast we were talking about the major rivers of North America…one of them is the McKenzie River that runs West, right through Alaska...it freezes from October to June….I wish I could describe the pleasure he gets from conversations like this…it is my prayer that the bright light in his eyes for the wonders of the world never fades.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Two Month Anniversary in Hoonah-lulu

Steve is entering his fourth month of living in Hoonah. Andrew and I have just crossed off November 6th, marking our two month Hoonah anniversary. The time change has made the cloudy, wet days start at 7:00 am and turn black around 4:15 p.m. No snow on the ground, but the sky has given us everything from mist to heavy down pour to flakes…ending with some heavenly sunshine on Friday. As far as the Halloween bear scare, there has been no definitive news on the where-a-bouts of our furry friend, although, we did get an update. It is not an Alaskan Black Bear but a Grizzly!

Andrew’s had another fun week, filled with the usual gallivanting, scooter-style… our early morning commute was accompanied by lots of “oooo-ing” and “ahhh-ing” as he slid over and on various frozen mud puddles, innocently enjoying the shapes, cracks and glistening surfaces. (I love him) Monday through Thursday was a smorgasbord of activities; baseball, Boy and Girls Club, piano lesson, Cub Scouts, Chinese checkers, Lego creations, Chess, loads of hand-crafted paper airplanes and….. watching the latest performances of Dancing with the Stars…our only weekly TV indulgence, aside from the news. (Andrew is rooting for Cody.) A self proclaimed future president, Andrew was also very keen on watching the election results Tuesday night, but fell asleep half way through Obama’s acceptance speech. At school, his entire class was bleary-eyed from lengthy benchmark testing. Required by the current curriculum, this test gives the students, teachers and parents a thorough picture of where the student’s strength and weaknesses lie. The results are discussed at Parent Teacher Conference next week. Friday was another in-service. Thankfully, the sun shone brightly. Andrew and I got a healthy dose of vitamin D, while playing more baseball, football and taking a lazy walk along the shore, flailing rocks into water. (even when the sun is shining it is still 30 degree outside)

We just started reading “James and the Giant Peach” and the fifth Harry Potter book this week. Andrew’s school book of choice is “The Adventures of the Littles.” I started a new book in my Book Club…more details in the following post.

I taught my first Hoonah voice student this week! Her name is Stephanie and she is the High School English teacher. She plays the Banjo and likes to sing Folk music. I am trying to pass on all the great stuff I have learned from Madeline over the last couple of summers. We had a fun time and I am happy to be able to make a little extra money using the skills that I have.

Developing some of my other skills….I have joined the local theater group in their production of the “Canterbury Tales.” It is a “reduced, modernized and written for school age audience” version. I love the parts I am playing. I am the Prioress….a uppity woman of virtue, who takes great care of her little French dog and a “pants” role of a roguish Knight, who saves his life by discovering what women really desires from their husbands. It is a light-hearted, campy adaptation and a fun group of people to work with…here is a picture of four of our cast of eight. I have rehearsal 6 evening a week. With Steve gone in Anchorage for three weeks…Andrew is being a great sport and hanging out at rehearsals with me….occasionally, sneaking across the hall to play basketball in the gym. Show time for “Canterbury Tales” happens the last weekend in January.

Church Choice

We attended the Lutheran Church on Sunday again, and added the Sunday school class for Drew. So far, I think this is where we are going to stick it out.

I have decided not to include my detailed writing on the two other churches. You can see the pictures below, but my article was turning out too personal. And while I am an open book…there are reasons why people don’t speak about religion and politics. Folks get fired up…I am not afraid to share my opinions; I just would like to keep the friends that I have and engage in real religious/spiritual conversations face to face.

Along the lines of spirituallity….I am desperately seeking a really good Bible study. The only Bible studies I have ever really connected with have been by Beth Moore. She is a great communicator and passionate scholar. I gave some internet research to Lutheran Minister’s wife and she said we could do one of Beth’s studies in February. I would like to do one now. I don’t have reliable internet access, so I can’t get on line to do her studies. I also can’t afford to buy $200 worth of DVD’s, so if anyone out there has any ideas, I am eager to study the Word.

Abundant Life Church

Salvation Army Church

Tlingit Update

We are learning the colors. Interestingly enough, the colors are literally the names of things in nature. For example: instead of saying. “I have blue eyes”…I would say, “My eyes are colored like the blue jay.” Here is what we have learned so far…how do you like the inspiration for yellow?

White = snow….dleit
Black = coal…. t’ooch
Red = fire….x’aan
Blue = blue jay…x’eishx’w
Yellow = fungus…tlaatl’
Green = greenstone….s’oow
Navy = smoke….s’eik
Brown = thick Hemlock bark….sa’gat
Gray = young seagull….keidladee yeis’
Orange = alder tree bark…sheix’w

Andrew Looses a Tooth!

See something missing out of that already toothy grin? Probably not but...Andrew lost another tooth.

(SPOILER ALERT!...the real identity of the Tooth Fairy is revealed!)

Andrew doesn’t believe in the Tooth Fairy. His first step out of fantasy land went something like this….One night, during the summer when Andrew was staying with his dad, he lost a tooth. Bedtime came and they thought he was asleep, but he wasn’t. His Dad’s girlfriend said that she was going to the store to get some money for the Tooth Fairy. Well, Andrew heard her. When Andrew tried to clarify the comment with his dad the next morning, his dad denied it and tried to fashion some cover story. When I picked up Drew, Andrew asked me point blank if the Tooth Fairy was real. After much conversation and assessment on my part……I told him the truth. He was really bummed and asked for proof. I showed him his old teeth. I tried to soften the blow by changing the tradition, altogether. I told him I would create a treasure hunt based on clues where he would find a prize at the end…..”Sooooo much cooler than just finding money under a pillow,” I said with great conviction. So, the next time he lost a tooth, I stayed up late and created a fun, rhyming treasure hunt. The prize included a dollar and his choice of Yummy Cake. He loved it! The tradition lives on in Hoonah. This time, Andrew put Steve in charge of crafting the treasure hunt. Steve, from Anchorage, emailed me the mission and it is fun. Drew woke me up this morning at 6 am ready to go....he completed his treasure hunting tasks...a series of cleverly written mathematical rhymes that had him all over the house with giggles and snickering...he found the treasure with ease....two dollars and a pizza dinner at the Galley. Andrew said it was the best treasure hunt he had ever had!

Steve Travels to Anchorage

Steve left for Anchorage, Wednesday. He will be gone for three weeks, attending back-to- back conferences; one for the School Board, one for the Education Commission and one for Career and Technical Education Department. He called on Thursday to inform me that it was a sunny, blue-sky day and from where he was standing he had a great view of beautiful Denali mountain range. Andrew and I were going to join him, but we really need to save our pennies. So, as he boasts about the great Anchorage weather and majestic views, I sit and pout, hoping that our sacrifice will pay off someday in the form of a fun tropical vacation.

November Book Club Choice

I finished reading “Catfish and Mandala”
I have mixed feelings about this book. I love his writing style, truly lyrical .He is gifted man. He paints incredible images and tells his story the best way imaginable. I enjoyed learning about the war from his perspective. The escape of this family to America was thrilling. His detailed account of how his family managed to “thrive” in the states, despite incredible prejudice and poverty, was very enlightening. He had a very messed up family, but his wonderful honesty about his own issues and that of his family, allowed me to feel connected to him. Regarding the actual bike trip…I got weary of hearing about the all the towns he went through…by the end I found my self skimming the pages describing the landscape and outlandish poverty. It felt like the same note over and over. His recollection of familial or acquaintance conversations always included foul language and the reoccurring descriptions of his bowl movements were too much for me. This is my first time reading something like this. I have no idea how it compares to others, but overall, I learned a lot; writing wise and culturally speaking.


We have begun our next book… “Infidel”
This is memoir written by Ayaan Hirsi Ali, who shares her first-hand experiences and criticisms of Islam. Her style is much simpler in comparison to “Catfish,” yet in her defense she has no one to confirm or clarify her memories, because her entire family has disowned her. Four chapters in and already I am appalled and disgusted by the barbaric way women are treated in Somalia and Saudi Arabia, one example, female circumcision. Also terrible, is the way her grandmother and mother treat her in the name of religion or Allah; beating, cursing, and berating her all the time. This is not an uplifting read but an important one. Even with her life in danger she continues to fight for the rights of Muslim women. Her reason for continuing the dangerous quest, “…some things must be said…there are times when silence becomes and accomplice to injustice.”

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Math "Notes"

Thursday evening the school hosted Family Math Night. Even with a bear lurking in the neighborhood, Andrew and I went (with bear spray in hand) to have fun with math.

There were six different stations. This is a picture of Andrew with his friend, Kaloni. For an hour, kids built 3-D shapes with graham crackers, frosting, marshmallows and toothpicks. They created origami boxes, tangrams art, tessellation patterns and played shape Bingo. The time flew by and we all wished it could have lasted longer.

Math at Home...It is so fun listening to Andrew remarks while he is doing his math home work, “This is cool….hey mom did you know…?” and “Ooooo, I like this one.” He has always liked math, but most so far, in his school career, the subject matter hasn’t been very challenging. Now that he is doing fourth grade math he is actually learning something and enjoying it.

Music is very mathematical and I am pleased to observe that his reaction to piano is the same as it is with his Math studies. He has arrived at the point where he is playing hands together. This union makes him so excited. He no longer has to think about the note names and his moving through his theory and the lesson books at a nice pace. He practices twenty minutes a day and never (knock on ivory) complains about it.

Steve and the boys go to Sitka for Renewable Energy Conference

Southeast Alaska and Wood Energy

Alaska continues to present itself as the last frontier. This is evidenced by the many people throughout the state that exemplify that character and completely embrace the opportunity; such is the case relative to those making changes on the local energy production front. The Tongass Futures Roundtable just this past week hosted the Southeast Alaska Wood Energy Workshop in Sitka. Among the sponsors were; The Nature Conservancy, The University of Alaska, Sitka Conservation Society, Denali Commission, and Sealaska Corporation. The workshop was a two-day give and take of great ideas and testimonials of what is and is not currently working across the country. Panels consisted of the likes of The Alaska Energy Authority, US Forest Service, Sitka Electric, Headwaters, Pacific Log and Lumber, Juneau Economic Development Council, USDA Rural Development, National Renewable Energy Laboratory from Colorado, WOW Pellets from Oregon, and the Tlingit and Haida Central Council just to name a few. Interestingly, these folks have been in the business for a while now and admit that the application of wood heating on a large scale is just now coming into its own, which may have something to do with the $5/gallon costs related to fuel up here! Judging by the audience at the workshop in Sitka, wood energy as a fuel source has found a home!

How the Hoonah School District fits into this picture is pretty straightforward. Like most of the districts here in Rural Alaska, ours is financially strapped. As I came into the dist ric t, of the first things I needed to do was find a way to keep things operating. As is typically my style, I looked hard at what might be available on the innovation front; low and behold, here was the Alaska Energy Authority announcing that they had some grant dollars to spend on alternative energy projects! Once the ball started rolling, I found a great deal of support “out there” as I spoke with the various entities that I listed above. One thing led to another, and soon there was a Hoonah group established and meeting to discuss how to move forward. We held our fi rst meeting in late September and are now well into the phase two and three portions of the 4-phase process. Four of us from Hoonah attended the Sitka workshop, and it proved an extremely worthwhile adventure. As it stands now, should things develop according to plan, which of course we know they will, our school district stands to not only save at least 50% of the fuel costs, but will allow us to add two or three very viable and authentic vocational education programs to our school. While it was said in jest at the conference, there is a lot of truth to it on many levels: Wood is a great heat source, it heats you five times – once when you cut it, once when you split it, once when you stack it, once when you load it, and finally when you burn it. I believe that I can find equally as many ways to use this project to benefit our district, and I look forward to reporting to you just how well things are going.

Tricia the Substitute

To be a substitute teacher in a rural Alaskan district, you don’t need a teaching credential. With a thorough background check, anybody can run a class. This week it was my turn.


Mr. Hutton, the music teacher, had a conference in Haines. I was the natural pick to help out because of my music background. For this first timer, he made the lesson plans very easy …Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday the 6th, 7th and 8th grade class were going watch the Broadway musical “Into the Woods.” I knew the show by heart and planned to briefly talk about the differences between straight plays, musicals and operas. Easy. The lesson plan for the high school student was to watch a PBS special on Jazz. To accompany the video, Mr. Hutton had made up a very detailed study guide for them to fill out. In theory it sounded great.

Sunday night I fantasized about my dynamic interaction the students, the new found joy for musical theater and Jazz in their eyes…they would be inspired by the music to contribute to the greater good. Steve calls this my “bubble.”
Monday morning I got up, excited, humming Little Red Riding Hood’s song from “Into the Woods.” I picked out my favorite suit, did my hair, gathered my Google research, and looking professional, feeling filled with purpose, I headed to the school thirty minutes early. I carefully preset the chairs for perfect video viewing, I tested the DVD player, I lowered the shades, I set the attendance folder in an accessible spot, and waited, with a skip in my step, for the students to arrive. They came alright…hammering on one of three pianos, pounding on the drum set, tapping the solo snare drum and moving all the chairs around the room. One well-meaning student really wanted me to teach him the beginning of Beethoven’s Fur Elise. I was able to get the others off the instruments except one piano. I then showed the one student the notes to the piano song he wanted to learn. Meanwhile more kids came in thrashing about the room. This was not a good start.

Mr. Hutton gave me a behavior guide to follow, a system of negatives and positives points…but I did not have the magic touch and so many things happened so fast I couldn’t tell who was doing what. I felt like an untrained police officer sent to the front lines. They chewed gum when they weren’t supposed to chew gum. They used their cell phones when they weren’t supposed to use their cell phones. Every five minutes a student desperately had to use the bathroom or get a drink of water. I had to separate kids for talking. I had to wake one for sleeping.

My high school class wasn’t much better. One of the wrestling team members was drawing on his bicep with marker. Four girls giggled in the back row and then had the audacity to ask me for the answers to the first five questions of the study guide. One student sat through half the class then told me she didn’t even have a study guide. I am supposed to mark them down if they forget a pencil, well; three-fourths of the class forgot their pencils. Good luck trying to get that marked down. .

The next two days I was less enthusiastic, but stilled arrived overly early and dressed professionally…heals and all. The performer in me knew the show must go on. I kept the class room door locked until the first bell sounded, my solution to warding off the over zealous instrument pounders. I let them set up the chairs, informed them that there would be no leaving to go to the bathroom or getting drinks. After a quick review of the subject matter, I launched directly into the video. I still had some issues with talking during the video, but overall it was a better day. In the high school class though, it was worse. I had one student that was reading a mystery novel, refused to fill out his study guide, threw a penny at my feet and then balanced his writing board on his head.
For three days in a row, two hours a day, I was on duty. I tried my best, but found that even with such easy lesson plans and familiar content, I still had a headache when the last bell rang. I don’t like being the police, always correcting or monitoring for the bad behavior. I like to think the best of people. That is impossible when the odds are 23 to 1 and 23 are trying to break the rules.

I have always known that teaching was not in my blood. This experience confirmed it. I am a one-on-one person; Tricia teaching one voice student, Tricia talking to one black camera, Tricia singing to one music-loving audience. That is my comfort zone. I will substitute again, to help out, but I certainly know that teaching is not my calling. I’ll do the performing and I leave teaching to the stronger of spirit.

Nothing but Sweet Stuff

This year’s Halloween fun was a two day event. Thursday, Andrew’s class celebrated with a Halloween party. His teacher, Mrs. Bidiman, went all out with crafts, home-made caramel apples, Bingo and goodies bags. Plus, all the elementary school students participated in a costume parade in the gym. Ghosts, goblins, witches, princesses, fairies, Batmen and Star Wars characters strutted their stuff for the judges. One award-winning costume was presented by a 6th grader. He cut in half and fused together a McCain mask and an Obama mask, wore a suit and held a sign that said “Vote!” It was a great message and took some creativity. Andrew dressed up as Jango Fett with a one-of-a-kind jet pack from Start Wars and won most original costume for his class.



This was the first year that I didn’t catalog order or store-buy Andrew’s costume. Two reasons; the costume he wanted was $67 and cost and extra

$30 to ship to Alaska (ha!) and the second reason – the only outfits a person could buy in Hoonah involve rain boots and hunting vests. He wanted to be Anakin from Star Wars. I was going to attempt to make something Star Wars- esque from the extra material that Chris had at the Boys and Girls Club. Thankfully, Andrew was saved from my not-so-crafty talents. Chris’s nephew had a Jango Fett costume that he let Andrew barrow for Halloween. (He's the one in the blue) The costume was two sizes too big…but with all of his snow gear underneath, it fit him perfectly. My creativity was challenged when the night before school party, Andrew showed me a picture in his Stars Wars Encyclopedia of the “real” Jango Fett and his “really cool” jet pack. So, like a mom in training form the Bond School of Gizmos, the next morning I got to work fashioning a jet pack from, a backpack, two empty milk cartons, coffee filters, foil, baseball bat, cat leash (don’t ask), jump rope and a hefty amount of scotch tape.

Friday was in-service, so Andrew and I had fun playing. After a lazy morning in bed, we got up and made two pumpkin pies, melted caramel over yummy apples and finished Harry Potter book four. We had a paper airplane war and carved

scary faces in our own huge pumpkins. (Steve arrived safely home from Sitka and joined the In-service.) That afternoon the Boy’s and Girl’s Club had a Costume Party. For practicality sake, he swapped his Jango Fett down-insulated costume for camouflage gear and played the afternoon away as an Army guy. That night Steve, Andrew and I cruised the streets in the rain, Andrew eagerly ran from house to house quickly filling his bag. He was so taken with his prospects of candy gathering he said, “Wow, this is great weather.” I love his perspective. When we made it home, Andrew excitedly poured his five pounds of loot all over the kitchen table. I carefully looked it over and it was green light. Andrew proceeded to gorged himself with treats. We ended the evening by watching old re-runs of “Tool Time” and the “Cosby Show” and awarding our own Trick-or-Treaters with candy. Andrew fell asleep, after a good teeth brushing, in a sugar induced stupor mumbling about all the fun things he did that day.

Bear scare-
There was a bit of a scare this week. Two huge bears were seen in town. It is close to hibernation time and they are desperate for food. Reports say that neither of these black bears was afraid of people. On Wednesday, one bear was located and had to be put down. On Halloween night other was still roaming. We don’t have a local paper, T.V. or radio station. News has to travel by word of mouth. One of the local store owners told Steve that the police caught the second bear yet another source thought it was still out there…it is a very strange, scary feeling to be trick-or-treating knowing that any minute a 1500 pound hungry black bear could be rounding the corner looking for a sweet snack.